The End of the Mission
On the beautiful fall day of September 17, 2012, I successfully defended my dissertation. It had been four years since I made travel arrangements to attend Steam Powered in California in the fall of 2008, the event which kickstarted my research in so many wonderful and unexpected ways. It was an introspective day. I taught two classes at Grant MacEwan University in the morning, and then headed across the river on Edmonton's light-rail transit to wander the University of Alberta campus. I ate at one of my favorite fast-food stops in HUB mall, and then sat outside Rutherford House, one of the oldest buildings in Edmonton, lazily reviewing my dissertation while reflecting on the import of what was about to happen.
For those who wondered, getting to the end of a Ph.D. is a hell of an anticlimax. The defense itself was not easy, but certainly enjoyable. My committee was rigourous, but congenial. A few commented that they found my dissertation enjoyable and funny. I don't know how often that happens, but I'll take it as a compliment. Drinks afterward were fun; food with my primary advisor, Dr. Irene Sywenky, was a quiet way to end the day. My kids left a phone message before they went to bed: "What's up, DOC?" But there were no fireworks. I rode home on public transit, and listened to music while I walked from the bus-stop. The next morning, I rose, and returned to my teaching duties.
But it was over. It took weeks for this to sink in. And the result? I chose to read something other than steampunk. For the first time in four years, I could choose to read something besides steampunk without worrying I was falling behind on my work. I read Superman: Birthright, which is one of the best retellings of the origin story I've seen yet. I started listening to Dennis L. McKiernan's Iron Tower trilogy on audiobook, a series I've wanted to read since my early teens. I watched a lot of Godzilla movies. I played Pokemon with my son, and fell asleep with my daughter. While I haven't hated the past four years, the pace has been fucking relentless. I am slowing down.
People keep asking me if I'm publishing the dissertation. Maybe. I don't know. Sure, why not? There are interested parties. But significant portions of the final work share ideas with published articles, so I need to look into the copyright issues first. Mostly, I don't care. I'm done. I'm finished. And I did it in four years, instead of the five I'd anticipated. That feels more spectacular than being Dr. Perschon, believe me.
Reading through all those pages in preparation for the defense got me thinking about the goals I set when I started. I wanted to be in the avant garde of some area of research. I wanted to be the person other people had to quote and cite, to have the theory they needed to argue for or against. I wanted to be published in both academic and popular venues.
On Spec website.
In the time since the defense, Steaming into a Victorian Future: A Steampunk Anthology was released. Edited by Julia Taddeo and Cynthia Miller, this book represents the first academic anthology on steampunk in English. It's a gorgeous looking volume, and it contains the academic article I'm most proud of: "Useful Troublemakers: Social Retrofuturism in the Steampunk novels of Gail Carriger and Cherie Priest." Better still, Taddeo and Miller have organized the book with thematic coherence, so that my chapter is the middle act in an unintentional conversation on social commentary in steampunk. I'm not just proud to be part of this book, I'm proud to share space with writers who have been colleagues along the way, such as Dru Pagliasotti and Diana Pho.
In all honesty, I was more excited about On Spec and Steaming into a Victorian Future than I was about finishing the Ph.D. Sure, I'm relieved all that work is finally over. I'm grateful that I will no longer be graded. But the one-two punch of seeing my work recognized in both popular and academic venues confirmed that I had achieved what I set out to do when my advisor first asked me, "What will you be writing on for your dissertation?" I had suggested Nine Inch Nails' Year Zero as a collage of dystopic fiction, but she dismissed it outright: "Dystopia's been done to death. What else are you considering?"
Steampunk, I thought, I'm thinking about steampunk. I'm thinking about steampunk because no one else seems to be. I'm thinking about steampunk, because if I move fast enough, I can be one of the first people out of the gates with publications on it. I'm thinking about steampunk, because I want to enjoy my research topic with this is all over. "I'm thinking about steampunk," I told her. And four years later, I still am.
Thanks for sharing your story and your brilliant insights into all of this with us.ReplyDelete
And once again, congratulations on your remarkable achievement. You have laid plain in the language of laymen a question I personally felt could not be answered.
"BZ" as they say in the Imperial Navy.
I cannot tell you how chuffed I am that you made it through. Even if you leave Steampunk largely behind, don't be a stranger. You're a serious mensch, and the cultural conversation is enriched by your presence. Also, I believe I owe you a scotch, and I'd be deeply disappointed if I didn't have the opportunity to pay up :)ReplyDelete
Dan, I will gladly accept that Scotch as soon as we figure out this whole geographical disparity thing. And I would never be a stranger to one of the guys who has cheered me on so much these four years past. Steampunk is not at all behind me, it would seem. Opportunities abound, in the wake of finishing the Ph.D. We are long overdue for face to face conversations.ReplyDelete
Michel, thank you! High praise!
Congratulations, Mike! I wonder if anyone in the "steampunk subculture" will read your dissertation :)ReplyDelete
We'll know later this year, once I post the link! A number have already been asking for it, so I think the quick answer is "yes." As to whether they'll read the whole thing... ;)ReplyDelete
Ha! Can't wait! :)Delete
Congrats Dr. Mike! A hard won accomplishment. Please post the link I know it will get read in full.ReplyDelete
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Congratulations on the successful defense of your dissertation. I will be combing through a lot of the work that you have published here as I begin my journey through Victorian/Edwardian Lit and their Neo-counterparts into speculative fiction! You're an inspiration! I was thrilled when deciding on pursuing Steampunk as an academic subject that I was not the first person to trudge through this pop-culture topic. Again! Congratulations!ReplyDelete
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